I have a small scar above my eyebrow on the right
Odd enough for me I have memorised that night
Overdosing on the things that give me some delight.
"'Scuse me while I step outside, but I may be some time"
And yet I am alive and but for all of that
I think of all the times I have and will collapse
I have a small aversion to drinking vodka neat
And this is how it has been since I turned eighteen
Overdosing on the things that give me some relief
With flammable liquids I'm turning up the heat
And yet I am alive and but for all of that
I think of all the times I have and will collapse
Pickle and preserve for me
All my tasty bits
Immolate my memories
Like I were your bitch
Sterilise my dirty side
With your finest wines
Take a furtive peep inside
The darkness of my mind
And yet I am alive and but for all of that
I think of all the times I have and will collapse
From time to time I worry, I will end my days
Face down in the porcelain, trying to flush away
Remnants of my inner self, organs and the like
Every shred of evidence, that I have had a life.
And yet I am alive and but for all of that
I think of all the times I have and will Collapse
And yet I am alive and but for all of that
I think of all the times I have and will Collapse
